Post by Lesa on Dec 3, 2010 0:13:06 GMT -7
It was odd. It was well and truly... odd. She knew it, and she knew C'fael (Faranth, practically all the riders) knew it too. That she was considered odd. Odder than most. That wasn't odd about what was going on now. Her being thought odd stemmed from her being one of the (very) few non-riders who had started up the Weyr.
What she found odd about it wasn't herself - she knew she wasn't technically any odder than anyone else - but what was odd it was, well, it was her. It was her reaction to all the people. The gobs and gobs and hordes of people that were now in the Weyr. There were just... so many people. Admittedly, there had always been people coming to the Weyr once they knew it was founded. The Weyr had just reached critical mass. And so had she, with dealing with people.
Medusa was at a loss. No longer 'Headwoman', having been in a way, willingly demoted from the position - women older and wiser, and having been Headwomen at the dead Weyrs or Stewards at dead Holds made much more sense as Headwoman than a bully-able young girl with (only) the considerable power of a friendly brown dragon to back her. Technically, Medusa had the entire Rider population behind her, for the most part. The Headwoman now had that and the presence in her own form to back what she was saying. Besides, she couldn't be the Headwoman and be a Candidate at the same time.
Dark hair slipped into her eyes until she brushed it away. Maybe she should cut it? Her assigned chores were done and she'd been rebuffed from doing any other work - her last 'episode' involving a two-Turn old blond toddler meaning C'fael wanted her to rest, and reacclimate herself to the people of the Weyr. That was her problem. She'd mostly gotten herself under control, gotten the memories and the fear and the horror and the... everything under control when she knew she was seeing the same fourteen faces and hair for a near solid Turn, or that even the random men who had shown up all had dark hair. She kicked at a rock, watching it skitter down the hallway.
Been better when C'fael, K'nan, R'del and S'tia were the few blond men she had to worry about. Now there were other blond men, and their children - and it wasn't as bad as it had been, it wasn't to the point... not normally, at least... - to where she would fall into memories merely seeing blond hair. Yesterday, she had. The little boy, his hair had just caught the light just right, sitting on his father's shoulders. She couldn't remember what she'd even been doing, all Medusa knew was she had just broke.
Ansyth had pulled her out of it, him and Chalchiuith - the green surprisingly kind, for once - and that was how she found herself without anything to do, walking around the Weyr: her Weyr, should she decide to give it such a title. Walking around her Weyr, without a thing to do.
Odd.
What she found odd about it wasn't herself - she knew she wasn't technically any odder than anyone else - but what was odd it was, well, it was her. It was her reaction to all the people. The gobs and gobs and hordes of people that were now in the Weyr. There were just... so many people. Admittedly, there had always been people coming to the Weyr once they knew it was founded. The Weyr had just reached critical mass. And so had she, with dealing with people.
Medusa was at a loss. No longer 'Headwoman', having been in a way, willingly demoted from the position - women older and wiser, and having been Headwomen at the dead Weyrs or Stewards at dead Holds made much more sense as Headwoman than a bully-able young girl with (only) the considerable power of a friendly brown dragon to back her. Technically, Medusa had the entire Rider population behind her, for the most part. The Headwoman now had that and the presence in her own form to back what she was saying. Besides, she couldn't be the Headwoman and be a Candidate at the same time.
Dark hair slipped into her eyes until she brushed it away. Maybe she should cut it? Her assigned chores were done and she'd been rebuffed from doing any other work - her last 'episode' involving a two-Turn old blond toddler meaning C'fael wanted her to rest, and reacclimate herself to the people of the Weyr. That was her problem. She'd mostly gotten herself under control, gotten the memories and the fear and the horror and the... everything under control when she knew she was seeing the same fourteen faces and hair for a near solid Turn, or that even the random men who had shown up all had dark hair. She kicked at a rock, watching it skitter down the hallway.
Been better when C'fael, K'nan, R'del and S'tia were the few blond men she had to worry about. Now there were other blond men, and their children - and it wasn't as bad as it had been, it wasn't to the point... not normally, at least... - to where she would fall into memories merely seeing blond hair. Yesterday, she had. The little boy, his hair had just caught the light just right, sitting on his father's shoulders. She couldn't remember what she'd even been doing, all Medusa knew was she had just broke.
Ansyth had pulled her out of it, him and Chalchiuith - the green surprisingly kind, for once - and that was how she found herself without anything to do, walking around the Weyr: her Weyr, should she decide to give it such a title. Walking around her Weyr, without a thing to do.
Odd.